I know that when I things happen for me it comes with a lot of work. But always when things are looking good, it is not fair.

So, I am all jazzed about my iBot. Going to get a rear lift on my Montana mini van, then poof...NOPE your not. Sorry but we know you thought you would get some independence back, but not gonna happen. Those lifts are too heavy with your chair also. It will tear up your chassis and not be safe to drive. But the side ramps will not fit your side doors either. So, sorry, but your only option is to use the ramps for the back of your car and lose a whole seat. Oh and one kid won't be able to go anywhere with you all!!  hmmmm maybe that's ok. lol

So, found a chrysler town and country silver adapted mini van for around 19,000. AAAA ok, hmmmmmm and who's arse is that money coming out of for the monthly payments??

He may be laid off thanks to the actors getting ready to strike. Greedy f****!!!! So, how the hell can we do this? Now if my PacifiCare wasn't so greedy and helped to pay for my chair, I could use that money.

I am going to go after them beginning next year, but that does me no good now.

I am soooooo sorry to bitch at ya all here. But I have spent the morning crying, wondering why the hell all of this is happening to me right now. Isn't losing my ability to walk enough??? Isn't my back degeneration enough? Isn't my depression enough?? They say God gives you only as much as you can handle!! Sorry my being able to handle was gone long ago with my legs!!

Am I feeling sorry for myself?? Oh yes I am!! I'm pissed and it's not fair!!! Can't more than one thing at a time go right???

OK I'm done, it's out...buh bye...

 the elf did not work!!!